Saturday, March 31, 2012
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Couple
Seeing the age where marriage happens a little conflict people tend to just say the word divorce never seems to find way to solve the problem, how did the previous generation manage to maintain their marriage? Refer the picture above!
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Results
In a jifty life could go up to the whole new stage, we might not know what nor when or how but it is oue decision to accept it or not
For example spm result does it a real matter ? I can see people scoring a very good result and still sad about it while other got terrible result but being grateful of what they gotten. Even with bad result doesnt mean they are stupid nor lazy but they have different talent such as drawing or sport. So cant say people who gotten bad result are useless nor stupid.
As what i said who know one day in the future they will be more success then us , we shouldnt be mean and care about one another.
High school is just a chapter of life your closing should look forward for tertiary edication to start off your real chapter into the society, time to step out of your comfort zone and start exploring who you really are!!
~have a nice day~
For example spm result does it a real matter ? I can see people scoring a very good result and still sad about it while other got terrible result but being grateful of what they gotten. Even with bad result doesnt mean they are stupid nor lazy but they have different talent such as drawing or sport. So cant say people who gotten bad result are useless nor stupid.
As what i said who know one day in the future they will be more success then us , we shouldnt be mean and care about one another.
High school is just a chapter of life your closing should look forward for tertiary edication to start off your real chapter into the society, time to step out of your comfort zone and start exploring who you really are!!
~have a nice day~
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Parents
I'm thinking wouldn't it be better if I never existed, many might said other people is struggling to survive so you should be grateful do having it.
My parents are uneducated and since young i've been raise by their way of somehow i realise rude abd scary! This is somehow what other people might call low class. This is because my parent earn sufficient money to pay house loan and manage to pay for our daily expenses.
I do not blame them for what they are im sincerely grateful for it bur one thing i couldn't stand is that they nevee take enough time to care, I have never get a chance to actually sitting down on dinning chair and talk about my daily activities unlike others kids, my parents will never ask how did my day goes or how are you today... I'm always envy of those kid where their parents always kept an eye on them and observe their activities.
They never know what i did in school even for parents teacher day its a miracle of they come. So my friends doesnt know who my parents is. I kinda wonder what had happens if i gone to the wrong way like join a gang or start to take drugs? They will just have plain scolding. Sometime all i asked for is a chance to talk in peace without end up in quarrel each time.
The distance is getting further apart each day..
I seriously love them the way they are but but... i couldn't express the kind of need I need.
I seriously want to bring my family out of this suffering by being a successful person but without support what can I Do?
~unfillial son~
My parents are uneducated and since young i've been raise by their way of somehow i realise rude abd scary! This is somehow what other people might call low class. This is because my parent earn sufficient money to pay house loan and manage to pay for our daily expenses.
I do not blame them for what they are im sincerely grateful for it bur one thing i couldn't stand is that they nevee take enough time to care, I have never get a chance to actually sitting down on dinning chair and talk about my daily activities unlike others kids, my parents will never ask how did my day goes or how are you today... I'm always envy of those kid where their parents always kept an eye on them and observe their activities.
They never know what i did in school even for parents teacher day its a miracle of they come. So my friends doesnt know who my parents is. I kinda wonder what had happens if i gone to the wrong way like join a gang or start to take drugs? They will just have plain scolding. Sometime all i asked for is a chance to talk in peace without end up in quarrel each time.
The distance is getting further apart each day..
I seriously love them the way they are but but... i couldn't express the kind of need I need.
I seriously want to bring my family out of this suffering by being a successful person but without support what can I Do?
~unfillial son~
Monday, March 19, 2012
Communication
Relationship between two person somehow funny, people can actually stay under the same roof ans yet never speak to one another for days and week.
As technologies keep advancing but communication between human face rapid decreasing, it can see by whenever we went out people the to focus on their phone rather face the other people and talk face to face.
Some people might think it's alright to do so but they are so wrong, imagine you at your lowest moment and you need someone to talk to. Then your friend chat with you on msn or skype but by doing this you won't feel the difference by seeing your friend face to face and see their sincerity of how they really care about you.
Sometime its really hard to talk to parents cause they just don't understand what are we going through and the time they spent with us just not sufficient to even know whats going around our mind.Did you ever feel that when you're trying to explain something important to them or rather a request without understanding they just refuse you. I don't know how to solve this kind of situation and normally other people will just advice by saying speak to them in softer voice and try to be understanding. Well the problem is communication is a two-way street I just couldn't be changing they must change too in order to understand.
So by posting this i believe we shall limit down the use of phone while hanging out with parents,friends or relative. Take time to talk to them and see their expression when you cracked a joke those smile ,saddness and joy. Only can be seen through communication face to face not via web
:) found a app that i can blog on my phone yay ! :D thanks to my friend
Take time and enjoy nature with the one you loves
Nature is amazing just stop! Look up to the sky and stare the wonder ^^
As technologies keep advancing but communication between human face rapid decreasing, it can see by whenever we went out people the to focus on their phone rather face the other people and talk face to face.
Some people might think it's alright to do so but they are so wrong, imagine you at your lowest moment and you need someone to talk to. Then your friend chat with you on msn or skype but by doing this you won't feel the difference by seeing your friend face to face and see their sincerity of how they really care about you.
Sometime its really hard to talk to parents cause they just don't understand what are we going through and the time they spent with us just not sufficient to even know whats going around our mind.Did you ever feel that when you're trying to explain something important to them or rather a request without understanding they just refuse you. I don't know how to solve this kind of situation and normally other people will just advice by saying speak to them in softer voice and try to be understanding. Well the problem is communication is a two-way street I just couldn't be changing they must change too in order to understand.
So by posting this i believe we shall limit down the use of phone while hanging out with parents,friends or relative. Take time to talk to them and see their expression when you cracked a joke those smile ,saddness and joy. Only can be seen through communication face to face not via web
:) found a app that i can blog on my phone yay ! :D thanks to my friend
Take time and enjoy nature with the one you loves
Nature is amazing just stop! Look up to the sky and stare the wonder ^^
Thursday, March 15, 2012
Future~
What does the future holds for us? we could never really know what going to happen in the next hour or minutes or even second, what we could say that future is full of suprises, who would know htat one day they lucky enough to win a lottery, and the next thing us that they have a terminal disease, future is somehow mystery yet scary.
Without noticing through year passes by even faster as we aged,It just seem like 2011 chinese new year have passed, those good memories remains because the moment you spent just felt great!
I can't imagine myself where will i be ? In a office being a white collar worker? or a successful doctor? or just kept studying with never ending stress..I just hope in the future I would succeed my dream and follow the pathway i planned for such a long time.
Reminiscing old memories with high school friends where we live with no worries and just enjoy each day of high school by hanging out together, those laughter we had are pure and from bottom of out heart, how we treat each other without any caution and just say whatever we had in mind, those things will eventually change once we step into the real world!
I remembered a conversation with one of my college mate, she never seem to opens up and believe other, she believe that no one will be honest and true with you, they won't be there when you need them and if you face any problem they are the first to run away.
Starting I disagreed with her because of my high school were all true and honest never once i doubt them and I trust them with all my heart, well what changes is that met a few experience that I get to know more kind of personalities of people some with very mysterious background.
At least I try to get to know them, later on, I realise some people were just used to use people for their own benefits, I was shocked to go through such experience.I have a better view of the cruelty of society, well not really all I still have quite a long way to go !
Coldplay- Fix you
try my best to find the light to guide you home!
enjoy this song!
Responsibilities
Just to think about this as we grew up during this period we gain lots of responsibilities, unlike last time when we were still young everything is done for you, is it a good thing? there are no certain answer for that.
Think about what are responsibilities really? My opinion is that the sense of duty within yourself, you are given the freedom to choose whether to do or not to do, your parents will not like come and ask you to finish up your homework and eat dinner and etc anymore.. is all your choice now,
For example my parents spent so much money on my college fees but i'm still slacking in it. Why? Is it because I got bored of it? Or am I just getting lazier day by day. Honestly, i'm not slacking i'm just losing confidence in it, because all those stress i'm facing where i'm starting to immune to it to the stage i'm giving up. How could I gain my energy back? Every second i wasted make me feel even guilty.
Seeing some of my friends which they are really smart starting to influence me to skipped class and join them to play game at cyber cafe. Now I start to understand what peer pressure is, eventhough I know I shouldnt but I will be taken as anti-social, this is another reason added to my stress..
Calling for help! its time back to faith and start reading sensei's guidance to bring me back to the correct path.
Just another two more month till my A2 exam reach and i'm still have a lot to study on, the sense of fear hits me like a big thunderstorm, So many things to do yet so little time, this is just how the way life worked isn't it?
~peace~
Just to think about this as we grew up during this period we gain lots of responsibilities, unlike last time when we were still young everything is done for you, is it a good thing? there are no certain answer for that.
Think about what are responsibilities really? My opinion is that the sense of duty within yourself, you are given the freedom to choose whether to do or not to do, your parents will not like come and ask you to finish up your homework and eat dinner and etc anymore.. is all your choice now,
For example my parents spent so much money on my college fees but i'm still slacking in it. Why? Is it because I got bored of it? Or am I just getting lazier day by day. Honestly, i'm not slacking i'm just losing confidence in it, because all those stress i'm facing where i'm starting to immune to it to the stage i'm giving up. How could I gain my energy back? Every second i wasted make me feel even guilty.
Seeing some of my friends which they are really smart starting to influence me to skipped class and join them to play game at cyber cafe. Now I start to understand what peer pressure is, eventhough I know I shouldnt but I will be taken as anti-social, this is another reason added to my stress..
Calling for help! its time back to faith and start reading sensei's guidance to bring me back to the correct path.
Just another two more month till my A2 exam reach and i'm still have a lot to study on, the sense of fear hits me like a big thunderstorm, So many things to do yet so little time, this is just how the way life worked isn't it?
~peace~
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Dreams
Recently I've been watching a hong kong drama title 36 hour on call, It is indeed a great show seeing that my dream is also to be a doctor, I'm imagine myself as one of the character in the show and thinking how wonderful it will be, Neverthless, I think back to the reality where am I now still have a long way to go but still dream is the only reason why we survive in this world
I remembered one of the scene on the drama where once of the character say about not giving up, I believe that every one shall follow the dream no matter what regardless how impossible it is , once a philosopher said human mind is full of creativity, like for now who knew that 50 years ago there will be technologies such as smart phone nor computer all this is done by human imagination, what make it true is all plain hardwork.
So as now there are many things going around as you chasing towards your dream because all this obstacle is to make you grow and become even stronger than before, I believe the main is to think why you want to chase this dream what's the reason and by thinking that you will remain the spirit towards your dream
Last time when people asked me what my dream is I always tell to be a doctor and when they ask why I couldn't really reply to that because I haven't sit down and think properly, AS time goes by I kept thinking why and why ios it because of the money?, Fame?,power? or just to show off to people who looked down on you before? well what I could say that being a doctor is not an easy job and there are not much of fame or LIFE. As a doctor you have to sacrifice your time from the ones you love and being in the hospital everyday facing patient,as time goes by you will eventually sicked of it, so the main purpose being a doctor is to help! by help means to save people, well is seem like a very noble thing but take for example a patient with a very stubborn attitude won't take your advice to cut down their diet or won't take medicine so what will you do about that? Normally doctor will just be like 'Oh well fine its your life not mine, so when your sick got worse just stay in the hospital', this is what some doctor will do because they have other patients to take care of, so by help is that i mean I would like to help them with all my might regardless how busy my schedule I would never want to see the patients condition got worse.It may sound stupid and I couldn't guarantee that I will done it! This the the thing that kept me going so far.
Recently I've been watching a hong kong drama title 36 hour on call, It is indeed a great show seeing that my dream is also to be a doctor, I'm imagine myself as one of the character in the show and thinking how wonderful it will be, Neverthless, I think back to the reality where am I now still have a long way to go but still dream is the only reason why we survive in this world
I remembered one of the scene on the drama where once of the character say about not giving up, I believe that every one shall follow the dream no matter what regardless how impossible it is , once a philosopher said human mind is full of creativity, like for now who knew that 50 years ago there will be technologies such as smart phone nor computer all this is done by human imagination, what make it true is all plain hardwork.
So as now there are many things going around as you chasing towards your dream because all this obstacle is to make you grow and become even stronger than before, I believe the main is to think why you want to chase this dream what's the reason and by thinking that you will remain the spirit towards your dream
Last time when people asked me what my dream is I always tell to be a doctor and when they ask why I couldn't really reply to that because I haven't sit down and think properly, AS time goes by I kept thinking why and why ios it because of the money?, Fame?,power? or just to show off to people who looked down on you before? well what I could say that being a doctor is not an easy job and there are not much of fame or LIFE. As a doctor you have to sacrifice your time from the ones you love and being in the hospital everyday facing patient,as time goes by you will eventually sicked of it, so the main purpose being a doctor is to help! by help means to save people, well is seem like a very noble thing but take for example a patient with a very stubborn attitude won't take your advice to cut down their diet or won't take medicine so what will you do about that? Normally doctor will just be like 'Oh well fine its your life not mine, so when your sick got worse just stay in the hospital', this is what some doctor will do because they have other patients to take care of, so by help is that i mean I would like to help them with all my might regardless how busy my schedule I would never want to see the patients condition got worse.It may sound stupid and I couldn't guarantee that I will done it! This the the thing that kept me going so far.
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Woah just to think its been more than 1 year since I last blog just to think about it wow time passes really fast and withou noticing i graduated high school and studying in college right now !
Now my time is even busier than before, Unlie high school college life is really hectic and the schedule is so god damn packed, I have no time for gakkai activities and worse of all sleep!. My panda eyes is growing bigger and bigger! god...
well just start by how college life road travel,
Around the same time of last year I received my SPM result and still planning where to study STPM,SAM,CPU or A-lvl along with my high school best friend venosha!
Well we ended up doing A-lvl in INTI college, Well what makes college different from hight is that in college i'm actually speak mandarin with my classmate and its feel really weird for me as I never spoke mandarin to other people except my family.
Starting of college was fun WAS! met a bunch of new friend great people smart and well fun, can't believe we were being so 井底之蛙 , we laughed at almost anything..
well as time past by things get complicated, we starting to feel stress because of AS exam and the life getting dull each day .. the smile on out face eventually vanished :(
After AS we had a trip to langkawi wee i couldnt say that i really enjoyed the trip as many thing happens before the trip a lot of drama happened, well the only thing i remembered is that we got drunk everynight!
Well I shall contimue my story in PART2
Now my time is even busier than before, Unlie high school college life is really hectic and the schedule is so god damn packed, I have no time for gakkai activities and worse of all sleep!. My panda eyes is growing bigger and bigger! god...
well just start by how college life road travel,
Around the same time of last year I received my SPM result and still planning where to study STPM,SAM,CPU or A-lvl along with my high school best friend venosha!
Well we ended up doing A-lvl in INTI college, Well what makes college different from hight is that in college i'm actually speak mandarin with my classmate and its feel really weird for me as I never spoke mandarin to other people except my family.
Starting of college was fun WAS! met a bunch of new friend great people smart and well fun, can't believe we were being so 井底之蛙 , we laughed at almost anything..
well as time past by things get complicated, we starting to feel stress because of AS exam and the life getting dull each day .. the smile on out face eventually vanished :(
After AS we had a trip to langkawi wee i couldnt say that i really enjoyed the trip as many thing happens before the trip a lot of drama happened, well the only thing i remembered is that we got drunk everynight!
Well I shall contimue my story in PART2
Friday, January 28, 2011
Saturday, January 30, 2010
~Realise~
Today i was in the world of anger when my dad ask me to take care of the shop after my wushu practice.I told him that i wanted to went home to take a shower then come out to help and he said no.I hate the feeling of sticky,it made me felt uncomfortable.So i was mad at him and i felt that the whole enviroment is so dull...
Suddenly i came to realise that my dad work much more harder than me and a little sacrifaction from me is nothing compare to them.Plus it won't harm me to suffer a while
I gives the credit to gohonzon for such an amazing power to make me realise and learn
And to my grandmother who always teaches me about HUMAN REVOLUTION!
That all happen today
~Peace Out~
Today i was in the world of anger when my dad ask me to take care of the shop after my wushu practice.I told him that i wanted to went home to take a shower then come out to help and he said no.I hate the feeling of sticky,it made me felt uncomfortable.So i was mad at him and i felt that the whole enviroment is so dull...
Suddenly i came to realise that my dad work much more harder than me and a little sacrifaction from me is nothing compare to them.Plus it won't harm me to suffer a while
I gives the credit to gohonzon for such an amazing power to make me realise and learn
And to my grandmother who always teaches me about HUMAN REVOLUTION!
That all happen today
~Peace Out~
Group Pic
Folk Dance lecturer was tiring so unable to absorb anything
Pizza!!
Domino Pizza And KFC for Han Pin lao shi Birthday
Economy rice for lunch
Tiring
Chermaine Ang A good dancer
Ghost face
Selangor Group
Camwhore kau kau
Meng GU
Dong Bei Yang Ge
Shuan Zhi
All those dance were greats all cool thankx to two great teacher
Han Pin And Wang Xin Teacher gonna miss u both
Friday, January 29, 2010
Wanna Break!
School has started almost one month from now and to tell the truth is damn bored.
I have to be in class where i have no friend.Why?I do not want my senior year to ended just like that.
Eventhough school was lame but have lots of great time from SGM activities such as The Beijing Dance Workshop where SGM had invited 2 greats teacher from Beijing Dance Academy and it was seriously fun :P.Camwhores lots with the dancing group knew lots of new friends from different states such as johor,kedah,Negeri sembilan,KL.
Other than that,i'm addictated to photo Taking,and i wanted to take lots of picture during chinese new year with family to have a great memories this year.I felt that i seriously grew up a lot this year.
~Less talking and have more picture~ Peace Out~
School has started almost one month from now and to tell the truth is damn bored.
I have to be in class where i have no friend.Why?I do not want my senior year to ended just like that.
Eventhough school was lame but have lots of great time from SGM activities such as The Beijing Dance Workshop where SGM had invited 2 greats teacher from Beijing Dance Academy and it was seriously fun :P.Camwhores lots with the dancing group knew lots of new friends from different states such as johor,kedah,Negeri sembilan,KL.
Other than that,i'm addictated to photo Taking,and i wanted to take lots of picture during chinese new year with family to have a great memories this year.I felt that i seriously grew up a lot this year.
~Less talking and have more picture~ Peace Out~
Friday, January 15, 2010
OBJECTIVE
Currently just back from dancing group practice after a long break finally!
Felt very scare still because of SPM.It feel like that SPM is tomorrow.Luckily i found a good way to overcome that fear,which is by chanting.I chanted for like 30 minutes my heart felt better.I trying to shakubukyu my parents.Although they knew about this buddhism but they never practice the faith.So my new year resolution are:
~Peace Rock Out~
Currently just back from dancing group practice after a long break finally!
Felt very scare still because of SPM.It feel like that SPM is tomorrow.Luckily i found a good way to overcome that fear,which is by chanting.I chanted for like 30 minutes my heart felt better.I trying to shakubukyu my parents.Although they knew about this buddhism but they never practice the faith.So my new year resolution are:
- Score a good result in my SPM
- Better english !
- Plan my future after SPM
- Be better me than last year (human revolution)
- Every one in my family always in the pink of health
- Peace,harmony in the family
- Dad and Mom can practice faith in nichiren daishonin buddhism
- Have wisdom,courage and faith in myself
- All the babies grew up healthy
~Peace Rock Out~
Thursday, January 14, 2010
2010!!
School started 2nd week and i'm felt is DAMN BORED ah.
Everyone in class is so quiet and I always felt sleepy in class (no idea why)
I miss the Genting Trip is the best trip of the year
but fun is fun we have to back to reality :(.
All teacher in my school just so dull they doesn't have the energy to teach us form 5
Is SPM wei ....Even starting of the year i felt pressure from myself that I wanna do better in my SPM
At least get 5 distinction.I heard Andreanna advice and found an English tuition
But One thing the price is too much to pay.
I really need to chant a lot this year cause lots of stuff is happening and making me:
Confusing.Nervous,Scare
I learn a lot and grew up a lot since last year Thank to:
Kaang Yib
Danny
Andreanna
Choy yee
Kaang Huei
Huei Yian
Hoay Cheen
Chia Hung
Eng Heng
And all Block 2 Hsd PIC (comrades)
And High School Division
And SGMS
last but not least Daisaku Ikeda(for all the guidance of life)
Thanks to them for giving such good opportunities for me to grew up
It is my fortune to have met u all and know the way of life
Thx thx thx thx .....can say how thank am I
Thx
-Peace Education Culture-We are the future leader
Everyone in class is so quiet and I always felt sleepy in class (no idea why)
I miss the Genting Trip is the best trip of the year
but fun is fun we have to back to reality :(.
All teacher in my school just so dull they doesn't have the energy to teach us form 5
Is SPM wei ....Even starting of the year i felt pressure from myself that I wanna do better in my SPM
At least get 5 distinction.I heard Andreanna advice and found an English tuition
But One thing the price is too much to pay.
I really need to chant a lot this year cause lots of stuff is happening and making me:
Confusing.Nervous,Scare
I learn a lot and grew up a lot since last year Thank to:
Kaang Yib
Danny
Andreanna
Choy yee
Kaang Huei
Huei Yian
Hoay Cheen
Chia Hung
Eng Heng
And all Block 2 Hsd PIC (comrades)
And High School Division
And SGMS
last but not least Daisaku Ikeda(for all the guidance of life)
Thanks to them for giving such good opportunities for me to grew up
It is my fortune to have met u all and know the way of life
Thx thx thx thx .....can say how thank am I
Thx
-Peace Education Culture-We are the future leader
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
The Web
haha kelly is scare
Watching Panaromal activities
After that we decide to party or watch horror movie but finally decided to watch horror movie
Look below michelle is so serious
hahahahhaha
Kelly
Henry
Me
After the fun personality test is shayne turn on public speaking and etc he learn from yuber
Look At phoebe haha
After The BBQ have personality test found out mine personality i'm Sanguine
Tan Leng
Hong Leong
The Youth leader huei yian
MMMM......
He Not scare haha
2nd
Some Afraid OF JIB JAB
Ended up me ,shilin, Jen mee and Michelle cleaning it up
The leftover
Who is stalking me
Racherl stalker took my Picture while i was enjoying LOL
Other Web
This Picture is meaningful just have the gesture feeling (think DEEP)
The next day after the rain from yesterday Thx MNX for diiscovering such a wonderful web
Night S.S gila
Fire starter
BBQ night hong leong told a joke he said 'Did u see Babi Queue' Get it
Our Dorm
The Guys
Some of the Picture from the genting trip THx to Danny and Chaimay Camera
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