Saturday, March 31, 2012
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Couple
Seeing the age where marriage happens a little conflict people tend to just say the word divorce never seems to find way to solve the problem, how did the previous generation manage to maintain their marriage? Refer the picture above!
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Results
In a jifty life could go up to the whole new stage, we might not know what nor when or how but it is oue decision to accept it or not
For example spm result does it a real matter ? I can see people scoring a very good result and still sad about it while other got terrible result but being grateful of what they gotten. Even with bad result doesnt mean they are stupid nor lazy but they have different talent such as drawing or sport. So cant say people who gotten bad result are useless nor stupid.
As what i said who know one day in the future they will be more success then us , we shouldnt be mean and care about one another.
High school is just a chapter of life your closing should look forward for tertiary edication to start off your real chapter into the society, time to step out of your comfort zone and start exploring who you really are!!
~have a nice day~
For example spm result does it a real matter ? I can see people scoring a very good result and still sad about it while other got terrible result but being grateful of what they gotten. Even with bad result doesnt mean they are stupid nor lazy but they have different talent such as drawing or sport. So cant say people who gotten bad result are useless nor stupid.
As what i said who know one day in the future they will be more success then us , we shouldnt be mean and care about one another.
High school is just a chapter of life your closing should look forward for tertiary edication to start off your real chapter into the society, time to step out of your comfort zone and start exploring who you really are!!
~have a nice day~
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Parents
I'm thinking wouldn't it be better if I never existed, many might said other people is struggling to survive so you should be grateful do having it.
My parents are uneducated and since young i've been raise by their way of somehow i realise rude abd scary! This is somehow what other people might call low class. This is because my parent earn sufficient money to pay house loan and manage to pay for our daily expenses.
I do not blame them for what they are im sincerely grateful for it bur one thing i couldn't stand is that they nevee take enough time to care, I have never get a chance to actually sitting down on dinning chair and talk about my daily activities unlike others kids, my parents will never ask how did my day goes or how are you today... I'm always envy of those kid where their parents always kept an eye on them and observe their activities.
They never know what i did in school even for parents teacher day its a miracle of they come. So my friends doesnt know who my parents is. I kinda wonder what had happens if i gone to the wrong way like join a gang or start to take drugs? They will just have plain scolding. Sometime all i asked for is a chance to talk in peace without end up in quarrel each time.
The distance is getting further apart each day..
I seriously love them the way they are but but... i couldn't express the kind of need I need.
I seriously want to bring my family out of this suffering by being a successful person but without support what can I Do?
~unfillial son~
My parents are uneducated and since young i've been raise by their way of somehow i realise rude abd scary! This is somehow what other people might call low class. This is because my parent earn sufficient money to pay house loan and manage to pay for our daily expenses.
I do not blame them for what they are im sincerely grateful for it bur one thing i couldn't stand is that they nevee take enough time to care, I have never get a chance to actually sitting down on dinning chair and talk about my daily activities unlike others kids, my parents will never ask how did my day goes or how are you today... I'm always envy of those kid where their parents always kept an eye on them and observe their activities.
They never know what i did in school even for parents teacher day its a miracle of they come. So my friends doesnt know who my parents is. I kinda wonder what had happens if i gone to the wrong way like join a gang or start to take drugs? They will just have plain scolding. Sometime all i asked for is a chance to talk in peace without end up in quarrel each time.
The distance is getting further apart each day..
I seriously love them the way they are but but... i couldn't express the kind of need I need.
I seriously want to bring my family out of this suffering by being a successful person but without support what can I Do?
~unfillial son~
Monday, March 19, 2012
Communication
Relationship between two person somehow funny, people can actually stay under the same roof ans yet never speak to one another for days and week.
As technologies keep advancing but communication between human face rapid decreasing, it can see by whenever we went out people the to focus on their phone rather face the other people and talk face to face.
Some people might think it's alright to do so but they are so wrong, imagine you at your lowest moment and you need someone to talk to. Then your friend chat with you on msn or skype but by doing this you won't feel the difference by seeing your friend face to face and see their sincerity of how they really care about you.
Sometime its really hard to talk to parents cause they just don't understand what are we going through and the time they spent with us just not sufficient to even know whats going around our mind.Did you ever feel that when you're trying to explain something important to them or rather a request without understanding they just refuse you. I don't know how to solve this kind of situation and normally other people will just advice by saying speak to them in softer voice and try to be understanding. Well the problem is communication is a two-way street I just couldn't be changing they must change too in order to understand.
So by posting this i believe we shall limit down the use of phone while hanging out with parents,friends or relative. Take time to talk to them and see their expression when you cracked a joke those smile ,saddness and joy. Only can be seen through communication face to face not via web
:) found a app that i can blog on my phone yay ! :D thanks to my friend
Take time and enjoy nature with the one you loves
Nature is amazing just stop! Look up to the sky and stare the wonder ^^
As technologies keep advancing but communication between human face rapid decreasing, it can see by whenever we went out people the to focus on their phone rather face the other people and talk face to face.
Some people might think it's alright to do so but they are so wrong, imagine you at your lowest moment and you need someone to talk to. Then your friend chat with you on msn or skype but by doing this you won't feel the difference by seeing your friend face to face and see their sincerity of how they really care about you.
Sometime its really hard to talk to parents cause they just don't understand what are we going through and the time they spent with us just not sufficient to even know whats going around our mind.Did you ever feel that when you're trying to explain something important to them or rather a request without understanding they just refuse you. I don't know how to solve this kind of situation and normally other people will just advice by saying speak to them in softer voice and try to be understanding. Well the problem is communication is a two-way street I just couldn't be changing they must change too in order to understand.
So by posting this i believe we shall limit down the use of phone while hanging out with parents,friends or relative. Take time to talk to them and see their expression when you cracked a joke those smile ,saddness and joy. Only can be seen through communication face to face not via web
:) found a app that i can blog on my phone yay ! :D thanks to my friend
Take time and enjoy nature with the one you loves
Nature is amazing just stop! Look up to the sky and stare the wonder ^^
Thursday, March 15, 2012
Future~
What does the future holds for us? we could never really know what going to happen in the next hour or minutes or even second, what we could say that future is full of suprises, who would know htat one day they lucky enough to win a lottery, and the next thing us that they have a terminal disease, future is somehow mystery yet scary.
Without noticing through year passes by even faster as we aged,It just seem like 2011 chinese new year have passed, those good memories remains because the moment you spent just felt great!
I can't imagine myself where will i be ? In a office being a white collar worker? or a successful doctor? or just kept studying with never ending stress..I just hope in the future I would succeed my dream and follow the pathway i planned for such a long time.
Reminiscing old memories with high school friends where we live with no worries and just enjoy each day of high school by hanging out together, those laughter we had are pure and from bottom of out heart, how we treat each other without any caution and just say whatever we had in mind, those things will eventually change once we step into the real world!
I remembered a conversation with one of my college mate, she never seem to opens up and believe other, she believe that no one will be honest and true with you, they won't be there when you need them and if you face any problem they are the first to run away.
Starting I disagreed with her because of my high school were all true and honest never once i doubt them and I trust them with all my heart, well what changes is that met a few experience that I get to know more kind of personalities of people some with very mysterious background.
At least I try to get to know them, later on, I realise some people were just used to use people for their own benefits, I was shocked to go through such experience.I have a better view of the cruelty of society, well not really all I still have quite a long way to go !
Coldplay- Fix you
try my best to find the light to guide you home!
enjoy this song!
Responsibilities
Just to think about this as we grew up during this period we gain lots of responsibilities, unlike last time when we were still young everything is done for you, is it a good thing? there are no certain answer for that.
Think about what are responsibilities really? My opinion is that the sense of duty within yourself, you are given the freedom to choose whether to do or not to do, your parents will not like come and ask you to finish up your homework and eat dinner and etc anymore.. is all your choice now,
For example my parents spent so much money on my college fees but i'm still slacking in it. Why? Is it because I got bored of it? Or am I just getting lazier day by day. Honestly, i'm not slacking i'm just losing confidence in it, because all those stress i'm facing where i'm starting to immune to it to the stage i'm giving up. How could I gain my energy back? Every second i wasted make me feel even guilty.
Seeing some of my friends which they are really smart starting to influence me to skipped class and join them to play game at cyber cafe. Now I start to understand what peer pressure is, eventhough I know I shouldnt but I will be taken as anti-social, this is another reason added to my stress..
Calling for help! its time back to faith and start reading sensei's guidance to bring me back to the correct path.
Just another two more month till my A2 exam reach and i'm still have a lot to study on, the sense of fear hits me like a big thunderstorm, So many things to do yet so little time, this is just how the way life worked isn't it?
~peace~
Just to think about this as we grew up during this period we gain lots of responsibilities, unlike last time when we were still young everything is done for you, is it a good thing? there are no certain answer for that.
Think about what are responsibilities really? My opinion is that the sense of duty within yourself, you are given the freedom to choose whether to do or not to do, your parents will not like come and ask you to finish up your homework and eat dinner and etc anymore.. is all your choice now,
For example my parents spent so much money on my college fees but i'm still slacking in it. Why? Is it because I got bored of it? Or am I just getting lazier day by day. Honestly, i'm not slacking i'm just losing confidence in it, because all those stress i'm facing where i'm starting to immune to it to the stage i'm giving up. How could I gain my energy back? Every second i wasted make me feel even guilty.
Seeing some of my friends which they are really smart starting to influence me to skipped class and join them to play game at cyber cafe. Now I start to understand what peer pressure is, eventhough I know I shouldnt but I will be taken as anti-social, this is another reason added to my stress..
Calling for help! its time back to faith and start reading sensei's guidance to bring me back to the correct path.
Just another two more month till my A2 exam reach and i'm still have a lot to study on, the sense of fear hits me like a big thunderstorm, So many things to do yet so little time, this is just how the way life worked isn't it?
~peace~
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Dreams
Recently I've been watching a hong kong drama title 36 hour on call, It is indeed a great show seeing that my dream is also to be a doctor, I'm imagine myself as one of the character in the show and thinking how wonderful it will be, Neverthless, I think back to the reality where am I now still have a long way to go but still dream is the only reason why we survive in this world
I remembered one of the scene on the drama where once of the character say about not giving up, I believe that every one shall follow the dream no matter what regardless how impossible it is , once a philosopher said human mind is full of creativity, like for now who knew that 50 years ago there will be technologies such as smart phone nor computer all this is done by human imagination, what make it true is all plain hardwork.
So as now there are many things going around as you chasing towards your dream because all this obstacle is to make you grow and become even stronger than before, I believe the main is to think why you want to chase this dream what's the reason and by thinking that you will remain the spirit towards your dream
Last time when people asked me what my dream is I always tell to be a doctor and when they ask why I couldn't really reply to that because I haven't sit down and think properly, AS time goes by I kept thinking why and why ios it because of the money?, Fame?,power? or just to show off to people who looked down on you before? well what I could say that being a doctor is not an easy job and there are not much of fame or LIFE. As a doctor you have to sacrifice your time from the ones you love and being in the hospital everyday facing patient,as time goes by you will eventually sicked of it, so the main purpose being a doctor is to help! by help means to save people, well is seem like a very noble thing but take for example a patient with a very stubborn attitude won't take your advice to cut down their diet or won't take medicine so what will you do about that? Normally doctor will just be like 'Oh well fine its your life not mine, so when your sick got worse just stay in the hospital', this is what some doctor will do because they have other patients to take care of, so by help is that i mean I would like to help them with all my might regardless how busy my schedule I would never want to see the patients condition got worse.It may sound stupid and I couldn't guarantee that I will done it! This the the thing that kept me going so far.
Recently I've been watching a hong kong drama title 36 hour on call, It is indeed a great show seeing that my dream is also to be a doctor, I'm imagine myself as one of the character in the show and thinking how wonderful it will be, Neverthless, I think back to the reality where am I now still have a long way to go but still dream is the only reason why we survive in this world
I remembered one of the scene on the drama where once of the character say about not giving up, I believe that every one shall follow the dream no matter what regardless how impossible it is , once a philosopher said human mind is full of creativity, like for now who knew that 50 years ago there will be technologies such as smart phone nor computer all this is done by human imagination, what make it true is all plain hardwork.
So as now there are many things going around as you chasing towards your dream because all this obstacle is to make you grow and become even stronger than before, I believe the main is to think why you want to chase this dream what's the reason and by thinking that you will remain the spirit towards your dream
Last time when people asked me what my dream is I always tell to be a doctor and when they ask why I couldn't really reply to that because I haven't sit down and think properly, AS time goes by I kept thinking why and why ios it because of the money?, Fame?,power? or just to show off to people who looked down on you before? well what I could say that being a doctor is not an easy job and there are not much of fame or LIFE. As a doctor you have to sacrifice your time from the ones you love and being in the hospital everyday facing patient,as time goes by you will eventually sicked of it, so the main purpose being a doctor is to help! by help means to save people, well is seem like a very noble thing but take for example a patient with a very stubborn attitude won't take your advice to cut down their diet or won't take medicine so what will you do about that? Normally doctor will just be like 'Oh well fine its your life not mine, so when your sick got worse just stay in the hospital', this is what some doctor will do because they have other patients to take care of, so by help is that i mean I would like to help them with all my might regardless how busy my schedule I would never want to see the patients condition got worse.It may sound stupid and I couldn't guarantee that I will done it! This the the thing that kept me going so far.
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Woah just to think its been more than 1 year since I last blog just to think about it wow time passes really fast and withou noticing i graduated high school and studying in college right now !
Now my time is even busier than before, Unlie high school college life is really hectic and the schedule is so god damn packed, I have no time for gakkai activities and worse of all sleep!. My panda eyes is growing bigger and bigger! god...
well just start by how college life road travel,
Around the same time of last year I received my SPM result and still planning where to study STPM,SAM,CPU or A-lvl along with my high school best friend venosha!
Well we ended up doing A-lvl in INTI college, Well what makes college different from hight is that in college i'm actually speak mandarin with my classmate and its feel really weird for me as I never spoke mandarin to other people except my family.
Starting of college was fun WAS! met a bunch of new friend great people smart and well fun, can't believe we were being so 井底之蛙 , we laughed at almost anything..
well as time past by things get complicated, we starting to feel stress because of AS exam and the life getting dull each day .. the smile on out face eventually vanished :(
After AS we had a trip to langkawi wee i couldnt say that i really enjoyed the trip as many thing happens before the trip a lot of drama happened, well the only thing i remembered is that we got drunk everynight!
Well I shall contimue my story in PART2
Now my time is even busier than before, Unlie high school college life is really hectic and the schedule is so god damn packed, I have no time for gakkai activities and worse of all sleep!. My panda eyes is growing bigger and bigger! god...
well just start by how college life road travel,
Around the same time of last year I received my SPM result and still planning where to study STPM,SAM,CPU or A-lvl along with my high school best friend venosha!
Well we ended up doing A-lvl in INTI college, Well what makes college different from hight is that in college i'm actually speak mandarin with my classmate and its feel really weird for me as I never spoke mandarin to other people except my family.
Starting of college was fun WAS! met a bunch of new friend great people smart and well fun, can't believe we were being so 井底之蛙 , we laughed at almost anything..
well as time past by things get complicated, we starting to feel stress because of AS exam and the life getting dull each day .. the smile on out face eventually vanished :(
After AS we had a trip to langkawi wee i couldnt say that i really enjoyed the trip as many thing happens before the trip a lot of drama happened, well the only thing i remembered is that we got drunk everynight!
Well I shall contimue my story in PART2
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